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2. |
Drain My Soul
03:30
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If I had a ghost, I'd set it free
Flow into the world, fly far from me
Fly far away. Fly far away
Let it burn in the loving rays of the sun
Scatter the ashes across the sand
See the grey rape the green from the land
No hope
No hope
Please
Take this life, put it back into the womb
Wilted minds were never meant to bloom
Crumble
Consume
Eat my heart and drain my soul
Suck my life and leave me cold
Absence is what makes me whole
This lifetime of dying
Be the rumor to my guarded truth
Be the tumor that ends my youth
Absence is what makes me whole
No use in trying
Dead in the ground. This sounds familiar
Celebrating the fruits of my failure
Far away. So far away
My thirst to fight has dried up on the light
Shake my frail frame until I fall apart
Let the wolves have the remains of my molded heart
No hope
No hope
Please
Take this life, put it back into the womb
Wilted minds were never meant to bloom
Crumble
Consume
Eat my heart and drain my soul
Suck my life and leave me cold
Absence is what makes me whole
This lifetime of dying
Be the rumor to my guarded truth
Be the tumor that ends my youth
Absence is what makes me whole
No use in trying
Rejoice in disgust
Cut, cut, cut
Rejoice in disgust
Cut, cut, cut
Dead in the ground
Dead in the ground
Hollow, hollow, hollow, hollow memories
Hollow, hollow, hollow, hollow memories
Are you dead or alive?
(Are you dead or alive?)
Are you dead or alive?
(Are you dead or alive?)
Are you loved or deprived?
(Are you loved or deprived?)
Will you ever survive?
(Will you never survive?)
Are you dead or alive?
Are you dead or alive?
(Dead in the ground)
Are you loved or deprived?
Will you ever survive?
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3. |
Ancient Adolescents
03:14
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I'm alone in this sea of children
My glare meets their gaze
Faded future
If I could crawl inside
Their pimpled shells and hide
Relive the glory through new eyes
Dreams paralyzed
Let me feed
Let me breathe
Through your supple lungs
Speak with your naïve tongues
Rejoice in disgust
Will you be my host to this dying ghost?
I'm lonely
Will you hold me?
So sacred and holy
I want to feel your skin prickled from new pain
Before it fades, worn and stained
What doesn't kill me makes me sicker
I pray that I die that much quicker
But before I do
Let me bleed into you
Let our teeth gnash, our bodies thrash
Our virgin skin enraptured in trash
There's no bite to my teeth
No leaves in my wreath
I've wandered this earth
Seeking rebirth
Drink me in for all I am worth
Let me take on my new form
Share your flesh while it's wet and warm
If I could crawl inside
Your pimpled shells and hide
Relive the glory through new eyes
Dreams paralyzed
Let me feed
Let me breathe
Through your supple lungs
Speak with your naïve tongues
Rejoice in disgust
Dreams paralyzed
Let me feed
Let me breathe
Through your supple lungs
Speak with your naïve tongues
Rejoice in disgust
Will you be my host to this dying ghost?
Let me fester. Let me mold
Let me sink into your soul
Youth. Give me youth
Give me your first kisses
And I will give my last dying breath
Memories of lullabies
The thrill of being terrified
Child, let me be your parasite
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4. |
Ballad of Filth
03:00
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Pus seeps out of my pores
And leaks into my sores
Filth, hold me close
Sacred sewage, in all its allure
So putrid and pure
Filth, hold me tight
Filth. Filth
I'm embraced by the loving arms of filth
Miserably and merrily reborn
Filth. Filth
Bury me in waste
Far from the light
Hide me from the world
I assume that the discards I consume
Will finally bloom
Filth, hold me close
All alone, all alone
Left to rot in this molded home of black dust and bone
Filth, hold me tight
Desolate. Desolate
It's more than adequate
Swimming in the pools of waste and ejaculate
Filth, hold me close
Ride the waves of leftover slaves
Thieves, lust lovers, and naïve knaves
Swim to the cave
Filth, hold me tight
Bury me in waste
Bury me in waste
Filth (hold me close). Filth (hold me tight)
I'm embraced by the loving arms of filth
Miserably and merrily reborn
Filth (hold me close). Filth (hold me tight)
Bury me in waste
Far from the light
Save me from the world
Hollow, hollow, hollow, hollow memories
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5. |
Death Incarnate
02:50
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I promised God I'd worship the Devil
Sneer in my moments of rabble and revel
My clothes are a few shades darker than black
My scowl is my nice way of saying, "shut the fuck up"
I need a smoke. Give me a tailpipe to suck and inhale
Death. Death
My perfume leaks the stench of hot piss and
Death. Death
Flailing my bony limbs into the grips
Fall into their lips
Ass cracks and anthrax
Bathing in the mud
And caressed by blackened suds
High on the fumes of death incarnate
Glamour in the grit
And there are diamonds in the shit
Drunk off the nectar of death incarnate
No hope
The lesson I've learned at the end of my rope
Since the beginning of my life, all I have been thinking
Is the end
I feed off the carcass from leftover prey
Scavenging helps me from shrinking away
I fight off the flies from taking my food
The glorious living of cigarette homes
Breathe, breathe in the ash
Death. Death
My perfume leaks the stench of hot piss and
Death. Death
Flailing my bony limbs into the grips
Fall into their lips
Ass cracks and anthrax
Bathing in the mud
And caressed by blackened suds
High on the fumes of death incarnate
Glamour in the grit
And there are diamonds in the shit
Drunk off the nectar of death incarnate
No hope
The lesson I've learned at the end of my rope
Since the beginning of my life, all I have been thinking
Is the end
Death. Death
My perfume leaks the stench of hot piss and
Death. Death
Eroding at the edges lies the Specter of
Death. Death
Pouring from my mouth is the last of my breath
Death. Death
Bastards of the filth
We are saints of death
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6. |
Cadavers
02:49
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Crust ripping through the chest
Gently corroding over my tongue
Passion in being possessed
Gout grinds into the bone
Cuts my legs and runs away
My limbs never came home
Since my execution
All I've been dreaming are
cadavers hereafter
Writhing and lifeless
Cadavers in laughter
My head rolls into one of five holes
My torso applauds for
Cadavers hereafter in laughter
I can't write another sonnet
Ever since my hands went missing
I can't quite put my finger on it
No need to attack
Now that I'm just flesh and bone
I can say it's no skin off my back
No fear or retreat
Ever since I severed my limbs
I don't have cold feet
Since my execution
All I've been dreaming are
cadavers hereafter
Writhing and lifeless
Cadavers in laughter
My head rolls into one of five holes
My torso applauds for
Cadavers hereafter in laughter
Rejoice in disgust
Are you dead or alive?
Are you dead or alive?
Are you loved or deprived?
Will you ever survive?
Are you dead or alive?
Are you dead or alive?
Are you loved or deprived?
Will you ever survive?
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7. |
Hollow Memories
03:53
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Let me collapse into the depths of the past
Let me trip and fall into my pleasures at last
Please let me drown and let me sink down
Into the pockets of my fading mind
Let me drop to the ground
God, will you please
Help. Help
I'm imploding into my myself.
I'm turning hollow as I wallow
Save me from tomorrow
Death. Death
Mourning over things that could never be
Just a broken shell of the man I should be
I'm trapped behind these tired, empty eyes
Sifting through the relics that were left behind
All alone. All alone
Dusting off, feeding off of these nostalgic scraps
The hallowed remains of a better life
Hollow, hollow, hollow, hollow memories
Hollow, hollow, hollow, hollow memories
Lack-lusting strife
Will you please
Help. Help
I'm imploding into my myself.
I'm turning hollow as I wallow
Save me from tomorrow
Death. Death.
Mourning over things that could never be
Just a hollow husk of the man I once was
As it settles into the rust on the metal
The dust from the past fills my paper lungs
Jaded, bitter tongues
No future behind these walls of my wilting mind
I thrust my fists and climb the walls
And cry out to anyone at all for
Help
Help
Help
Help
Help
Transcend your own past
Transcend your own past
Now I collapse into the depths of the past
As I trip and fall into my treasures at last
Why did I drown? Why did I sink down
Into the pockets of my fading mind?
How could you let me drop to the ground?
Hollow, hollow, hollow, hollow memories
Hollow, hollow, hollow, dead memories
Help. Please, God just help
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8. |
Cutters
04:10
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That flap of skin
Holds your ghost in
Pierce that pink veil
To let light in
Cut, prick, and poke
Flesh marked with cracks
Open your veins
To see what's black
Anatomy
Blood bathory
Explored piece by piece
Reject
from Christ
Regret
by the slice
Sewage flowing through veins
Depressed? Undress your pain
Let it flow
Let it spill
Let your wrists breathe
Set your ghost free
Unchained from your earthly husk
Bleed. Let it bleed
Don't you dare succumb to greed
Don't be selfish. Don't be greedy
Set your ghost free
Bleed. Let it bleed
Let it flow into the world
Show us your really are
And share your inner beauty with a
Cut, cut, cut, hack and cut right into the bone
Cut, cut, hack and cut. Rip through your shell
You're not going deep enough.
Open your skin
And let this blade sink into your soul
Blood in the wind
Flying in the breeze
It solves problems
It cures disease
It's what you need
It's the answer
To everything
From doubt to cancer
You should warm up
To its embrace
Don't be afraid to taste
Reject
From Christ
Regret
By the slice
Sewage flowing through veins
Depressed? Undress your pain
Let it flow
Let it spill
Let your wrists breathe
Set your ghost free
Unchained from your earthly husk
Oh, shit
Bleed. Let it bleed
Don't you dare succumb to greed
Don't be selfish. Don't be greedy
Set your ghost free
Bleed. Let it bleed
Let it flow into the world
Show us your really are
And share your inner beauty with a
Cut, cut, cut, hack and cut right into the bone
Cut, cut, hack and cut. Rip through your shell
You're not going deep enough.
Open your skin
And let this blade sink into your soul
Are you dead or alive?
Are you dead or alive?
Are you loved or deprived?
Will you ever survive?
Are you dead or alive?
Are you dead or alive?
Are you loved or deprived?
Will you ever survive?
Are you dead or alive?
Are you dead or alive?
Are you loved or deprived?
Will you ever survive?
Are you dead or alive?
Are you dead or alive?
Are you loved or deprived?
Will you ever survive?
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I'm pacing 'round in circles
You'd think I was a vulture
Preying on the crumbs left on the floor
I'm scratching the walls until my hands
Turn into stubs
There is nothing left for me here
Escape. Escape
This place of blood and yellow tape
Escape. Escape
Before it's too late
Oh, shit
Everyday I'm wasting away in the mirror
No hope, just slop and swill
Dragged down by my dregs of failure
A never-was, never-is, never-will
Burned bridges and a map of dead ends
Transients who will never transcend
Goddammit, I'm crying out for help
Dreams paralyzed and left on the shelf
Wearing Death Incarnate's cheap perfume
I'm lost in my own cage
A novel; scribbled on every page
"You will die alone"
Escape. Escape
This place of blood and yellow tape
Escape
Before it's too late
Oh, shit
Everyday I'm wasting away in the mirror
No hope, just slop and swill
Dragged down by my dregs of failure
A never-was, never-is, never-will
Burned bridges and a map of dead ends
Transients who will never transcend
Rejoice in disgust
All alone. All alone in molded homes
of black dust and bone
All alone. All alone in molded homes
of regret and stone
All alone with the discards that were thrown
On the floor with the needles, cum, blood, and bone
Escape. Escape
This place of blood and yellow tape
Escape. Escape
Before it's too late
Oh, shit
Everyday I'm wasting away in the mirror
No hope, just slop and swill
Dragged down by my dregs of failure
A never-was, never-is, never-will
Burned bridges and a map of dead ends
Transients who will never
Transcend their own past
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10. |
Mother Knows Best
04:01
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Mother
there is no other
Who can bring me peace
Slivers of solace or sweet release
Will you tuck me in?
Will you forgive my sins?
Mother
Do you love me less than my brother?
I know I fell far
Away from your light and into tar
Hold me to your breast
Let me confess then tell me
Mother knows best
Mother knows best
Mother knows
Let the wicked rest
Because Mother knows best
Mother
Will you huddle, will you hover
Over me forever?
Will you write out my endeavors?
Will you keep me warm?
Will you keep in the storm?
Mother
Will you cast out all lovers?
Chase away the light?
Will you drown out my thirst to fight?
Hold me to your breast
Tell me I'm your most cherished pest
Let me rot, let me wallow
Will you save me from tomorrow?
Let me melt into your milk
Keep me small, keep me hollow
Will you save me from tomorrow?
Tell me I'm your pest
Tell me Mother knows best
Mother knows best
Mother knows best
Mother knows
All along, I've been trying
To be a part of you
To be rid of you
All these songs about dying
Sung for you
Let me crawl to my doom
Let me die in your womb
Dead in the ground
Transcend your past
Dead in the ground
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11. |
Scum
03:35
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Scum
Scum
Putrid in the most perfect way
Reborn to wilt and rot away
Dead in the ground
Dead in the ground
Bones smothered in flesh
Blood stained in the cotton and mesh
Dead in the ground
Dead in the ground
Fragments of filth and plaque
This soil nurtures nothing but black
Help
Help
Bathe me in
Scum. Scum
Distilled in excrement
Wash me in
Scum. Scum
Disgust in decadence
Recalling ballads of
Filth, hold me close
Filth, hold me tight
Semen, spit, and cellulite
Black cum
Surrender to this orgy of death and scum
Pull me down into this pit
This sacred hole of living shit
Dead in the ground
Dead in the ground
Grit groans through punctured throats
Swallow everything except the antidote
Dead in the ground
Dead in the ground
Spread my body across the coals
Let the sewer reclaim my soul
No need to run away, child
This place has always been safe
Help
Bathe me in
Scum. Scum
Distilled in excrement
Wash me in
Scum. Scum
Disgust in decadence
Recalling ballads of
Filth, hold me close
Filth, hold me tight
Semen, spit, and cellulite
Surrender to scum
Spread my body across the coals
Let the sewer reclaim my soul
Bathe me in
Scum. Scum
Distilled in excrement
Wash me in
Scum. Scum
Disgust in decadence
Recalling ballads of
Filth, hold me close
Filth, hold me tight
Semen, spit, and cellulite
Black cum
Surrender to this orgy of death and scum
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12. |
Welcome Home
04:39
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Have you come far from walking in circles?
Have you conquered your self-inherited hurdles?
Will you rest your aching mind?
Will you finally rest?
Will you give in this time?
Memories of lullabies
Lull you into bleary eyes
You've trudged among the flies
No need to run away, child
We've longed to say
Welcome home
Crawl into our arms
Let us lay you down
Welcome back
Let us welcome you home
No
Dead in the ground
Let the sewer claim your soul
Spread your body 'cross the dying coals
Dead in the ground
Let us drag you in this pit
Give in, give up, and quit
Don't
We said don't listen to the howl of calloused tongues
Don't listen to the husk of hollow lungs
Will you rest your wilting mind?
Will you finally rest?
Will you give in this time?
Memories of lullabies
Lull you into bleary eyes
You've trudged among the weary
Made love to the swarm of flies
Buried beneath waste
Cadavers laugh and taste at the
Cut marks in your soul
No need to run away, child
Right here you stay
You won't be alone
We've longed to say
Welcome home
Crawl into our arms
Let us lay you down
Welcome back
Let us welcome you home
No
Dead in the ground
Let the sewer claim your soul
Spread your body 'cross the dying coals
Dead in the ground
Let us drag you in this pit
Give in, give up, and quit
Don't
No longer be such a husk of a host
To this poor dying thing you call a ghost
Fly far away. So far away
Out from the womb, you were born to stay
There is no need to cry out for help today
Burn the bridges to the dead ends
Finally you will transcend to the light
Light
Will you rejoice and dance in the light?
No need to fight
Bring new memories that will fill in the hollow
Welcome tomorrow
No longer all alone
Finally you have come back home
Leave behind your blackened clothes
But will you stay?
Hollow, hollow, hollow, hollow, hollow, hollow memories...
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